DeHearty

DeHearty

Friday, September 23, 2011

im soo sorry.....

im really2 want to..
but i can't...
why it always like that..?
thinking of it..
make me dizzy..

there was a very2..
big wall..
in front of me..
r u all right?
all things r mixed up..

too many things..

arghh!!
how can i describe it..?

please leave me...
but i dont want to..

im sick..
very2 sick..
things in my mind..
argh!!
get away!!

im sorry..
im losing my mind~~

nota serabut---> entah le ape y ku cuba katakan..?muaahaha.....






Friday, September 16, 2011

im falling in luv~~

Once in a lifetime
An angel sweeps you off your feet
And everything I’m about
Dissapears before my eyes

You’re taking me higher when I hear you speak to me
It feels so familiar but I’m caught up in this fantasy

Chorus
Now I can’t seem to find myself
Oh I can’t seem to ease my mind
Oh I think I’m falling I’m falling and I can’t stop falling
I’m falling in love with you

When I look into your eyes
I see your love that comforts me
Even now when I go to sleep
I wait to see you in my dreams

You’re taking me higher when I hear you say my name
I’m trying to tell you that I never want to let you go

Ulang Chorus

Over and over again
It plays out in my mind
I can see it clearly
You give me something new to believe in
Come take me away

Ulang Chorus 2X

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

my research!!

HUHUHU!!
B4 this i always manjakan diri..
but now..
no more
oh myself..
i will torture u..
till the end..
please endure it..
juz for a year of
pain..
horror..
disaster..

if u do well then..
i will proud of it..

be patience....

for others..
chaiyuk!!

Saturday, September 10, 2011

as cold as stone...

i felt so cold inside..
in my heart..
that i cannot shed any tears..
i want it to be like that..
please forgive me, myself..
coz i need it to be like..
till it end..
please be strong..
becoz this is the war..
that we need to fight..
by ourself...

dont do it for someone else..
do it for ourself...
something will happen..
bcoz
the miracle can occur
only by ur own..

soo please be strong...
till the end..
ignore the wisper..
that flowing around ur hears..
ignore it..
please be...

as cold as stone...

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

its really hurt....

im very..very..very..
bad girl..
why it always like that..
try to push away all the people i like..
by making fun of them..
im feeling soo down..
always make fool of my self..
really..really hate it...

i dont know wat u think..
i dont know wat ur purpose..
i dont know wat u want..
i dont know wat ur try to do..
i dont know anything..
its really piss me of..

its just make me...
wanted to..
hurting myself..
my soul..
my body..
my everything..

really want to let it all out..
but...
never can i...




Saturday, September 3, 2011

Selamat Hari Rayo!!!

dikesempatan ini ingin aku ucapkan sgt banyak patah kata...

selamat hari raya aidilfitri..
pada sume y kenai aku..
yang bakal aku kenai..
dan y idup..
dan y dah xdop..
y islam..
yang pena aku wat salah ke kome.
ak amik pape ke..
y aku bg kurng ke..
ala...
sume y negative y aku bt..
terhadap sesape saje la..
pastu die sedih n kecewa..
n benci kat aku..
ak harap maafkanla aku..
aku ni manusia biasa je..
bukan nabi
bukan malaikat..
bukan ape ape je..
aku ni manusia...
jd manusia y namanya nya aku ni..
selalu wat mende xmasuk akal..
plg ketara bila hormon x seimbang..
bile sesuatu xkena..
aku ni khilaf orgnya..
maaf dey..
moga korng dirahmati kerana...
sggup maafkan manusia y teruk lg hina ini...

xlupa juga pada
kucing2 yang selalu jd mangsa aku..
xdilupakan pd Nyanyau kat umah aku..
die selalu didera..
minta maap..
pada Betty sepanjg ak ad kat umah tumpgan lina..
die telah jd mangsa roti canai...
ampun dey..
selain pada itu,
Buchuk, Misai,
dan sume kucing2...
yang pena jd mangsa ku..
walopun kome sume xtau bace..
xtau nulis..
aku harap kome maap kan la aku nie...

kepada seluruh tubuh aku juga..
mintak maap..
kerana aku xreti jaga kamu..
sering mengabaikan diri kamu..
sering leka melakukan dosa...
aku mintak maap seluruh anggota tubuh ku..

pada Mak n Apak..
mintak maap..
dr ujung kaki..
ke ujung rambut..
mintak maap bebanyak..
trima kase sgt..
sbb da besar kan aku dgn penuh kasih syg..
dunia ku sempurna...
kerana Mak n Apak..
i luv both of you~~~



its me...

nak senang cite...
ade member kawe nie..
punye masalah..
tp i dont know how to deal with it..
soo..
oto kajo...?
wa pu ci tau...
tp ak wat senyap je la nie..
anggap je la da settle..
n ak pena tolong..
mintak maap kawan ku..
kerna ku juga punya masalah~~
ad masalah..
xsemetinya kena cite kan...?

da la..
xtau la..